@2 weeks ago with 1 note
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I have been feeling like total and absolute shit about myself lately. It seems like every time I feel my mental health getting better, I go deeper and deeper into self hatred. Which really doesn’t make any sense, but that seems to be the trend. I’m with someone right now who honestly completes me. It’s so scary to say but he is an angel and is willing to help me with anything I want to do.
I want to not focus on food all of the time. Not just getting through a day obsessing about what I ate and then forcing myself to go workout for hours. It’s a terrible cycle and I don’t want that to happen anymore.
That being said, I had my wonderful boyfriend bring me eggs from his chickens. Previously being vegan, I haven’t eaten eggs for almost 3 years. I remember reading something in a magazine that was a breakdown of eggs and why you shouldn’t eat them because of their fat content or something and since then I haven’t eaten them (along with being vegan, of course). But this morning I made (attempted omelet) 3 brown organic eggs with broccoli and spinach, and cinnamon rolls for me and my love. They tasted so much better than I remembered and I really hope this is a turning point. I’m glad that I have another food to incorporate into meals.
I woke up, made this meal. Cleaned the apartment, took a shower, tended to plants and then took a nap. When I woke up, it was beautiful out so I went to the park and ran on the trails. I didn’t feel like I had to. I wanted to. I just need to feel like that always.
Anyways, hi, If you got through reading all of this props to you haha. Hope you all had a lovely day!